No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms
I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?
Dear, It took so long just to feel all right
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
'Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
[Chorus:]
And who do you think you are?
Runnin' 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
I'm just an ordinary girl. It's my life not yours, no one will ever be able to define me, i'm the only one who knows my self veryvery well. I always wants to be like the other. have a friend and live in love :)
Jumat, 02 Desember 2011
Jumat, 25 November 2011
study tour to Bandung
HolaHaloHeyHellooowhh!
sampenya di Bandung, kita ke Balitsa. disana kita ngeliat film ttg sayuran, karena hujan gak bisa turun ke lapangan langsung deh. buat gue disini kurang seru, oke. SKIP.
15-17 November gue kan Study Tour ke Bandung
Awalnya gue pikir itu bakal jadi study tour paling menyenangkan selama selama di smp
Yah lumayan nyenengin sih, cuma ya gitudeh...
oke gue ceritain ya selama kesana gmn ceritanya! baca terus!
Berangkat dari sekolah jam 7.20 an naik bis berwarna hijau bersama anak kelas 8 di smpn 49 saat itu
Selama di Jalan gue duduk bersama si Fira seorang perempuan yang suka menganggap dirinya aneh dan jelek hampir di semua foto, padahal nyatanya muka nya udah ngalihin putri keraton HAHA! tepatnya fira adalah seorang gadis percontohan, salah seorang teman baik yang terbaik selama gue sekolah. oke kembali ke topik didepan kursi gue sama fira itu adalah kursi uli seorang anak perempuan yang cantik dengan pipi tembem dan sangat lucu serta agak empuk gitu dan pradita teman perempuan yang baik dan kalo pake sunblock pagi sangat tebal (menghindari resiko kulit dekil) sampe mukanya yang diolesin sunblock malah kayak pake bedak pesta wkwkwk *sabar ya dit*. selama di jalan ya seperti anak abg lainnya kita foto-foto pake kamera uli, haha. dan dia nyimpen 5000 foto aib gue. wkwk mulai dari aksi unjuk idung, doerin bibir, cemberut. sampenya dibandung kita gak langsung check in. tas, koper,dll masih di bis.
sampenya di Bandung, kita ke Balitsa. disana kita ngeliat film ttg sayuran, karena hujan gak bisa turun ke lapangan langsung deh. buat gue disini kurang seru, oke. SKIP.
abis dari Balitsa ujan lumayan besar, kita turun kebawah menuju bosscha. nah disini lumayan seru, jadi turun dari bis gue langsung sama Ninis,Uli,Fira. haha kita gandengan dan dengan semangat menempuh perjalanan dari luar gang menuju bosscha sekitar -/+ 1 km dengan semangat gue dan uli mendahului orang-orang yang ada didepan. sedangkan fira dan ninis hanya jalan dengan santainya. gue dan uli tetap bersemangat, menyalip nyalip orang yang udah duluan dari kita. dan akhirnya gue dan uli adalah murid ke 7 yang sampe ke bosscha YEAAAA!!!! SEMANGAT MEMBUAHKAN HASIL!! dengan sangat senang gue dan uli loncat-loncatan.beberapa lama kemudian datanglah anak-anak lain. abisitu kita nonton film, liat teropong, dan makan. setelah ke Bosscha kita ke dago, dll sampe besoknya males ngetiknya. next time, gue lanjutin
See ya <3
20.11.2011
Holaaa...
Long time not posting, i come back.
hari ini mau post apa ya?
okeoke karena titlenya 20.11.2011
artinya gue mau curcol tentang tanggal 20.11.2011
KALO GUE MASIHBERHARAP BALIK SAMA LO!
it's so stupid. i don't know what happened that night, kenapa gue masih gak nyadar udah berulang kali banyak pertanda kalo kita emang gak pantes. but why i still wanted you?
The Story...
sore pun tiba, saat itu 20.11 masih tetap menjadi hari yang cukup indah buat gue. dan tiba-tiba di ipod gue tiba-tiba terdengar sebuah lagu yang gak asing bagi gue "ALL WE EVER DO IS SAY GOODBYE" saat itu pula semuanya berubah sore yang cerah menjadi kelabu buat gue. seketika gue kembali terbayang oleh kenangan kenangan dan memories yang gak pernah bisa gue lupain. dan saat itu, gue berharap kalo malem itu dia bakal online fb. karena gue gak berani invite pinnya atau pun sms ataupun nelfon. dan benar malem itu pun sekitar jam 6 dia on, gak tau apa yang harus gue lakuin gue bolak balik ke dapur ngambilin makanan. gue pengen greet dia daripada off, tapi gue gak berani. dan seketika ada tanda bahwa di fb gue ada chat gue langsung loncat dan berharap itu adalah *pip* dan ternyata benaar! dia bilang gini : "cie yang ol" heheheheHEH dia gak tau apa.GUE NUNGGUIN DIA OL panjang lebar gue chat dan itu sangatlah buat hati gue hancur berkeping-keping. gak tau juga deh, abis dia suka ngibul. dia bilang ke gue kalo dia nungguin pacarnya gue galau gue jawab chat secara singkat saking lemesnya gak tau mau ngetik apa gue galau gue cuma bisa ngetik : "oh" "ya" "hehe" "makasih" "ga tau" alah gue bukan gue yang biasanya yang ngetik serba aneh-aneh. dan akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk bertanya : lo beneran udah pacaran? dan you know dia jawab apa ? hahaa enggak lah gue bercanda, gue belom pacaran lagi kok. WATDEEE BANGET SIH LOOO?!?! gue udah nangis nangis dan ternyata dia cuma bercanda hidupnya kok kmfrt bgt sih e w h Nyebelin banget. dan gue iseng bertanya, oke bukan iseng tapi serius, "el, balikan yuk" dan dia jawab apa "aduh gak tau bingung." oke rasanya ancur banget tau gak. gue gak bisa ngomong gue kembaki diem dia kembali malah ngasih pertanyaan yang bikin gue sebel, ngejelekin dirinya sendiri! gue tuh nanya dia jawab dulu kek mau atau enggak bukan malah jelekin dirinya! so, for me 20.11.2011 was a BAD DAY
Bye, see ya next posting
Long time not posting, i come back.
hari ini mau post apa ya?
okeoke karena titlenya 20.11.2011
artinya gue mau curcol tentang tanggal 20.11.2011
KALO GUE MASIH
it's so stupid. i don't know what happened that night, kenapa gue masih gak nyadar udah berulang kali banyak pertanda kalo kita emang gak pantes. but why i still wanted you?
The Story...
sore pun tiba, saat itu 20.11 masih tetap menjadi hari yang cukup indah buat gue. dan tiba-tiba di ipod gue tiba-tiba terdengar sebuah lagu yang gak asing bagi gue "ALL WE EVER DO IS SAY GOODBYE" saat itu pula semuanya berubah sore yang cerah menjadi kelabu buat gue. seketika gue kembali terbayang oleh kenangan kenangan dan memories yang gak pernah bisa gue lupain. dan saat itu, gue berharap kalo malem itu dia bakal online fb. karena gue gak berani invite pinnya atau pun sms ataupun nelfon. dan benar malem itu pun sekitar jam 6 dia on, gak tau apa yang harus gue lakuin gue bolak balik ke dapur ngambilin makanan. gue pengen greet dia daripada off, tapi gue gak berani. dan seketika ada tanda bahwa di fb gue ada chat gue langsung loncat dan berharap itu adalah *pip* dan ternyata benaar! dia bilang gini : "cie yang ol" heheheheHEH dia gak tau apa.
Bye, see ya next posting
Kamis, 23 Juni 2011
bad dayy :(
back to blogging-
i don't know what i must write. i don't know why i'm feeling so badly huh :(
1st : at the morning i get up on 8 o'clock so i came late to the school. but it's not really big proble. i'm not get punishmen because it just classmeeting. yuhu :D but the problem is i can't found my wallet on my bag. i hope i just forgot where i put that. i don't want to lose my wallet. there's so much important stuff. photos with my old friend, credit card, student's. and the other. the point is my wallet is really really IMPORTANT. I hope if someone found it they will give my wallet back to me. huh :( and then at the afternoon i played with uli, my barbiee <3 she put her socks to my face. ew.
2nd : my mom will send me to a new english course. :( did she listen to me when I said i don't want. please i hope parents will know that they cannot impuse their children. i know that my parents do it to me becuse they want all the best for me. but please, i can be the best with my own way. :(
3rd: my parents still take my phone. oh my god, what i must do.
4th : i really miss frl. and there's much problem that we have now. i really love him. i don't know what's my mistake. and he said, that i have make him broken heart. i never know my mistake I'm trying to find it, trying, and trying. maybe i'm selfish and i'm not realize it. but how we can be together again? i really argh.
i don't know what i must write. i don't know why i'm feeling so badly huh :(
1st : at the morning i get up on 8 o'clock so i came late to the school. but it's not really big proble. i'm not get punishmen because it just classmeeting. yuhu :D but the problem is i can't found my wallet on my bag. i hope i just forgot where i put that. i don't want to lose my wallet. there's so much important stuff. photos with my old friend, credit card, student's. and the other. the point is my wallet is really really IMPORTANT. I hope if someone found it they will give my wallet back to me. huh :( and then at the afternoon i played with uli, my barbiee <3 she put her socks to my face. ew.
2nd : my mom will send me to a new english course. :( did she listen to me when I said i don't want. please i hope parents will know that they cannot impuse their children. i know that my parents do it to me becuse they want all the best for me. but please, i can be the best with my own way. :(
3rd: my parents still take my phone. oh my god, what i must do.
4th : i really miss frl. and there's much problem that we have now. i really love him. i don't know what's my mistake. and he said, that i have make him broken heart. i never know my mistake I'm trying to find it, trying, and trying. maybe i'm selfish and i'm not realize it. but how we can be together again? i really argh.
Senin, 13 Juni 2011
I miss you :(
hey all.
welcome again for read my posting.
today I'm very confused. i miss someone. I'm trying to call his cellphone but there's NOT CONNECTED
and then when I'm trying to invite him on bbm it's NOT SUCCESS , i think he is not use his bb again. I don't know what I must do right now!
and then i call his home. and you know what happened? He is answer the call. :O i'm very happy. but when he know that's me. he close the telephone.
I'm trying to call again. i really miss him, maybe i just want to listen his voice for a few minutes.
I don't know what's wrong? why he is changed. :S
and I don't know why i must trying to call him again. when i have said over -,-
okay, i know i have do mistake but i have say sorry.
i really want you like before. :( i miss playing with you.
I REALLY MISS YOU.
dear- frl:(
Kamis, 12 Mei 2011
Christoffer Nelwan.
Kali ini gue pengen cerita tentang salah satu pemain drama musikal laskar pelangi ini. jadi gue tuh lagi iseng dengerin kaset MLP yang gue beli waktu itu. dan gue denger lagu Jari-Jari cantik gitu, oh my kalian mesti tau suaranya bagus banget. gue nyampe gak bisa tidur kalo inget suara itu bening banget. Insom parah tau gak *lebayparah*
asdfghjkl Back To The Topic..........
si Christoffer Nelwan ini biasa dipanggil chris. dia ganteng loh parah nih fotonya :
gimana gimana? Cakep kan!??!!?!? yang bilang dia gak cakep sini ke gua -_____- ahaha canda pendapat orang beda-beda kok. dia jadi ikal lo di MLP? padahal rambut dia gak ikal ya? -,- tapi acting nya oke banget. denger-denger tanggal 2 juli mau ada show MLP lagi. ahaha liat-liat di twitter, kalo ada gue pasti nonton lagi. dan untuk kalian yang baca nonton juga ya kalo ada drama MLP lagi :D *promote*
sampe sini dulu ya blogging nya
dadah bloggerrr -Ara-
Selasa, 10 Mei 2011
I become a real teens with a big sound -_-
heyyyoooo, evening all.
okey new post again ya. jadi gini kan seperti yang udah gue ceritain di post sebelumnya gue nangis sampe sakit dan suara habis. and then you know ? gue dibilang cowok (?) karena setelah suara gue berubah suara gue jadi super berat hooho1kg gak denggs. jadi kan gini si fira denger gue ngomong abisitu dia shock dan yah lebay seperti ciri khas kita lah. abisitu dia narik gue kedepan dipo, fahmi, dan kenneth. abisitu gue suruh ngomong. dan setelah gue ngomong sesuatu mereka juga shock parah mengira bahwa saya cowok yang sedang dalam masa pubertas sehingga suaranya jadi berat getoh~-.-~ tapi kalo lu denger mungkin lu juga kaget. suara gue keren banget lohh, kayak gimana gitu. ih pokoknya keren dah. abisitu kan gue sama fira ngeyel-ngeyelan kalo suara masing masing dari kita keren. dan waktu gue sama fira lagi ngeributin suara kita si fahmi bilang, eh udah si ara lebih keren suara nya agak berat gitu. wakakaka asli gua merasa aneh sama suara gue. gini ya kalo ngomong biasa berat gitu -___- tapi gak bisa teriak. dan saat suara gue abis gitu, gue merasa pasti nanti sangat membosankan. karna saya gak bisa ngocol lagi -_--. intinya gue merasa keren dengan suara baru gue tapi gue kangen banget suara lama gue -.- yang baca post ini kal gak ngeti maaf ya
bibeyy ya muah muah :) -Ara-
okey new post again ya. jadi gini kan seperti yang udah gue ceritain di post sebelumnya gue nangis sampe sakit dan suara habis. and then you know ? gue dibilang cowok (?) karena setelah suara gue berubah suara gue jadi super berat hooho
bibeyy ya muah muah :) -Ara-
kevin
hey hey bagi kau semua yang baca blog ku.
malem ini saya punya inspirasi loh mau nulis apa lagi, kerenkan? iyalah -,- #abaikan
gue abis renovasi blog loh, pada nyadar gak? ahaha gak banyak sih.
eh gue mau promote blog adek gue dong (bukan adek beneran ya) namanya kevin, anak db nih blognya :
http://kevin30kevin.blogspot.com/ anaknya seru abis , diajak nyolot atau bacotan juga seru, dia baik loh, walaupun baru kelas 4 dia lebih berfikir baik dari salah satu maaf ya anak smp kelas 7 yang pernah gue temuin! wakaka
canda, canda. oke intinya disini gue mau promote blog nya si kevin. anaknya cakep percaya dah sama gua -__- luculucu gitu, keren kok keren. pokoknya jadi temen dia asik banget cuy!
okay it think just it now. bibayyyy alias byebyee
-Ara-
malem ini saya punya inspirasi loh mau nulis apa lagi, kerenkan? iyalah -,- #abaikan
gue abis renovasi blog loh, pada nyadar gak? ahaha gak banyak sih.
eh gue mau promote blog adek gue dong (bukan adek beneran ya) namanya kevin, anak db nih blognya :
http://kevin30kevin.blogspot.com/ anaknya seru abis , diajak nyolot atau bacotan juga seru, dia baik loh, walaupun baru kelas 4 dia lebih berfikir baik dari salah satu maaf ya anak smp kelas 7 yang pernah gue temuin! wakaka
canda, canda. oke intinya disini gue mau promote blog nya si kevin. anaknya cakep percaya dah sama gua -__- luculucu gitu, keren kok keren. pokoknya jadi temen dia asik banget cuy!
okay it think just it now. bibayyyy alias byebyee
-Ara-
friendship :D between harry, hermione, and ron never end :')
suka banget liat gambar ini, kayaknya persahabatan nya enak banget gitu ya? ahaha walaupun di film cuma tetep aja envy. semoga persahabatan gue juga gini ya. amin
Galau.
heyooo, lama gak ngepost.. hari ini sebenernya juga gak ada ide buat post.
berhubung gue jarang curhat di blog, oke hari ini gue curhat di BLOG!
hari ini gue menderita parah tau gak! ginigini kemaren malem gue itu abis nangis lama banget.
dan akhirnya SUARA GUE JADI KORBAN, DAN GUE BATUK PILEK, BADAN ANGET.
resiko orang nangis kelamaan begini banget ya. gue abis ngerasa nyesek parah *abg labil*
karena pr yang setumpuk dan adalah masalah yang gak mau gue share disini :(
dan sore ini gue nunggu dijemput 1 jam 25 menit cuy! strees gak noh, mana temen udah pada pulang dan yang tersisa hanyalah anak basket.
hari ini itu kayaknya kosong banget, -_- gak ada sensasi atau sesuatu yang bisa bikin gue
seneng dikit. nyariin orang yang biasanya ada buat gue sekarang udah sibuk, udah gak nganggap gue siapa-siapa lagi, pengen lupain susahnya parah abis, ya Tuhan.
abisitu selama disekolah daripagi sampe sore gue cerita kegalauan sama hana dan ninis, malem ini gue pengen nge-galau di twitter nanti dibilang spamming. serba salah jadinya kan? nanti salah ngomong, diomongin. hidup bener-bener ._.
oh iya hari ini gue juga galau karena gini lohh, gini. jadi pas prakter biologi, kita nemuin mic
lalu si fira sama uli nyanyi lagu yang liriknya pas sama gue. gue shock parah *lebay* abisitu diem-diem gue tanya ke ninis, zein. apa judul lagunya dan penyanyi, setelah gue tau gue dengerin itu dan nangis sendiri lagunya adalah Terserah, glenn fredly. -____- alah parah abis hari ini. gue pengen minta maaf, ngajak baikan ke seseorang. tapi, dia kann? ahaha udahlah nyerah aja baik syukur, enggak yaudah. gue gak mau ganggu orang, dia baik yaudah. yang jelas gue aslinya sayang sama dia. terserah dia mau mikir apaan-.-
salam: araaa :(
ps: untuk pembaca jangan salah paham ya!
Senin, 07 Maret 2011
Graffiti dari adek kelas X(
Jumat, 11 Februari 2011
I Still like someone
I Still like you *Yaaay* , but I don't know how to tell you I love you. i wish you will open my blog and see what i post. i'm confused everynight *really :). and I want to say "maybe it's true that I can't live without you" like this picture :)
Senin, 07 Februari 2011
officially missing you-tamia
Hmm...
Ooh...ooh...
All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...
All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at
all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I-I’m officially missin’ you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...
It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I’m officially missin’ you
Ooh...ooh...
All I hear is raindrops falling on the rooftop
Oh baby, tell me why’d you have to go
‘Cause this pain I feel it won’t go away
And today I’m officially missin’ you
I thought that from this heartache, I could escape
But I’ve fronted long enough to know
There ain’t no way
And today I’m officially missing you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...
All I do is lay around, 2 years full of tears
From looking at your face on the wall
Just a week ago you were my baby
Now I don’t even know you at all, I don’t know you at
all
Well, I wish that you would call me right now
So that I could get through to you somehow
But I guess it’s safe to say, baby, safe to say
that I-I’m officially missin’ you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially
Well, I thought I could just get over you, baby
But I see there’s something I just can’t do
From the way you would hold me
To the sweet things you told me
I just can’t find a way to let go of you
Ooh...can’t nobody do it like you
Said every little thing you do, hey, baby
Said it stays on my mind
And I-I’m officially...
It’s official
Hoo, you know that I’m missin’ you, yeah, yes
All I hear is raindrops, oh, yeah
And I-I’m officially missin’ you
Minggu, 06 Februari 2011
Me *yaay*
school : 49 JHS
Twitter : @faralszahh --> follow me if you want i follow back you please mention
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tumblr : arafeaz.tumblr.com
google site : https://sites.google.com/site/farafeaz/
formspring : http://www.formspring.me/ara18feaz
plurk : http://www.plurk.com/ara_feaz
looklet : ara
msn : maprinsa@live.com
yahoo : zputrizahrahnursyifa@yahoo.com
gmail : fara.feaz@gmail.com
one of the reason why i like a person :D
Thinkquest
do you know what's thinkquest ? ehmm, maybe thinkquest isn' t famous (I think), because first time my teacher said about thinkquest, i'm really confused. *yay*. you know thinkquest is a sites from america it's to study and connected a relation between teachers, students, and one to the other school. We can do homework at thinkquest. Post something of course about what we post about something that connect with school. okay, i'm not good at speaking english here, sorry if that some word that you can't understand. but i have try to tell you thinkquest in english without TRANSLATOR. yay it's cool.
Sabtu, 05 Februari 2011
scary. uuuu (ala fira)
:O tadi gue lagi bongkar-bongkar foto dan gue menemukan ini. Jadi di foto ini kita udah setuju kalo temanya sok serem gitu, but liat deh yang serem cuma Uli, dia kayak orang abis gantung diri. sedangkan, Dea itu nyempil di tengah-tengah membuat pemandangan sangat menyeramkan *lebay* hahaha. Next, kita liat ke edita yang didepan dengan lidah melet iitu gak menyeramkan untuk tema setan tapi itu ccok untuk tema narsis wuhuuuu. lanjut ke gue yang ditengah paling atas, itu biasa banget tapi aneh banget berkesan muka gue kecilnya cuma 1/2 jengkal. Beralih ke Fira yang rambut panjang, gue pikir dia kayak kuntilanak disini, oke serem cocok bisa nyesuain tema.
My blog makes me confused
Oke, sebenernya gue udah punya 4 blog tapi lupa sema passwordnya. dan sekarang ini gue cuma ngerti gimana cara nge posting di blog.. *oh my gosh*
Gue pengen punya followers atau pengen nge follow blog orang. SAYANGNYA, gue gak ngerti. gue punya blog cuma untuk nge-posting kesannya. kasian banget. oke harapan gue, ada lah yang nge follow blog gue. atau gak ngajarin gue gimana make blog. soalnya gue gaptek banget sama blog. uououo kecian
Gue pengen punya followers atau pengen nge follow blog orang. SAYANGNYA, gue gak ngerti. gue punya blog cuma untuk nge-posting kesannya. kasian banget. oke harapan gue, ada lah yang nge follow blog gue. atau gak ngajarin gue gimana make blog. soalnya gue gaptek banget sama blog. uououo kecian
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